Wednesday, September 14, 2005
relink. drugged-out.blogspot.com. lets see how long this one survives.
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
Back from kluang everybody. Really unforgetable experience. But just in case... the trip in ..a few words.
centipedes.. clogged toilets.. laying down on mats and looking at the stars... ghost stories.. second helpings.. cardinal sin.. tents.. mudsliding down mountain.. muthu.. mosquitoes.. rafting in shit.. swimming in shit.. cuts.. horny tree.. water bottles.. sri pandan.. leaky canoe.. zane.. sam.. amir.. father abraham.. campfire.. courageous.. cheer.. flys... friends. relationships strengthened.
ilovemalaysia
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Monday, December 20, 2004
Life is like a painted line running parallel to the road.. We spend so much time focusing on it that everything elese becomes a blur. Inevitably the line disappears. Maybe it goes on for kilometres or perhaps only a few metres. Someday it'll vanish while we are still speeding along. By then it'll be too late to turn back. Too late for regrets.
Treasure your loved ones. Don't let trivial matters ruin a relationship. Because one day you may never have a chance to take back that last insult ...
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
No more freezing summers.
No more long ass bus rides.
No more gigantic mountains.
No more grossly overpriced food.
No more friendly ppl greeting you whenver you enter a store.
No more helicopter rides.
No more beautiful gardens.
No more gift stores.
No more all blacks.
No more glacier water.
No more funky bus driver.
No more rich creamy ice cream.
No more race horses.
No more pinkys.
No more squashed possoms.
No more toilet stops.
No more 5 hour difference.
No more sun-setting at 10pm.
sigh.
bye nz
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Monday, December 06, 2004
24.
All hail the existance of dvd renting. Otherwise i would have missed out on an intergral part of life. The mind numbing drama series - 24. Placed in a timeslot on channel 5 every mondays at an unearthly hour of 12.30 a.m... it has eluded my detection for months now. But like all excellent tv programmes once you pop you cant stop. I'm a '24' junkie now.
Maybe its the frantic chain of events which occur in a short time span of 1 hour... real time. Maybe its because i love watching any show which involves viruses and outbreaks and infections. Thats just me. I love bio. Maybe its the way the director constructs a complex yet grippling plot every single episode which makes you wish that you didnt have to wait one week for another dose of '24'. But one thing's for certain. When you rent the dvd for $5 and start watching every episode for 4 consecutive hours until 1 a.m.. you know either the holidays have driven me mad.. or its just a damn fine show.
oh man. i was on the verge of creating a wishlist for christmas.. but i cant seem to think of anything but 24. oh no.
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Monday, November 29, 2004
Be thankful for what you have.
Jealousy and despair will not only make matters worse, but cause you to lose sight of whats important.
I would be lying if i said i was happy. Because im not. These past few weeks have been horrible. Depressing. I don't know why. Or perhaps i don't want to face up with the truth. Instead of cherishing what i have, i allowed myself to feel inferior compared to others who possess different gifts. Different opportunities.
Why cant i be this.. Why cant i be that. Why why why. Wrong.
I chose this life. I dont regret my decisions. I will not allow myself to be governed by envy and remorse. Be grateful for what and who you have. otherwise you they may slip past forever without your knowledge.
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
1. I will be assertive.
2. I will be treated with respect.
3. I will not bottle up my feelings anymore.
4. I will not tolerate anyone who violates my rights.
5. I will be more decisive and stick to my choices no matter what others say.
This list will inevitablily grow longer as time passes but lets just start with 5.
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I'm sick of it all.
I snapped yesterday but i dont regret anything i did or said. I'm quite thankful actually. I only wished it happened sooner.
No one has the right to dictate my life. I am in control. If you dont like it get out of the way. There's no turning back now. I'm going to start afresh.
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