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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Why does there be homework on the days when i have training? Especially those which end super late? Is it some natural instinct that teachers have? To deprive me of my sleep? These past few days have been terrible. Races during the weekends.. taking up my whole weekend in the process.. :( The only relaxation i get is after the race when we go for dinner. On top of that i think i caught some nasty flu bug when i stayed over at marcus' house. lack of sleep. Tired after training. homework. This is sickening. oh yes minggy keep up ur running routine!! you are doing great! ok once again im going to sleep early.. so byeee..
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Friday, March 26, 2004

ok. Removed the powerwebmusic. no more spongebob song *sobs* I hope it'll stop the porn pop-ups..
Anyway.. yesterday was quite fun. hehe.. First we went to Marcus' house. Super nice. We were supposed to do the lang arts project. Guess what. surprise surprise. We just stoned around.. did some work. Play the drums. Eat. Play the guitar. Talk cock. Basically just relac one corner la. Then after 3 hours of relaxing we gave up on the project and decided to call a taxi to go to the violin concert at the ucc. Interesting part coming.. hehe

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Mr Toh Say Hiong.

You brightened up my day man. So anyway.. i put on marcus big ass orange nike shirt.. and wore my school pants and bata shoes to the concert.. Its a nice compo. :P we hopped into the taxi and marcus told him where to go. Then he started cracking lame jokes to HIMSELF!! like.. Marcus said no way.. he said NORWAY!! then he snickered at his own jokes and kept on talking and singing like in a trance. Marcus and I were trying to contain our laughter but scared to offend him. Then he sang 'Singapura .. oh singapura..' then he came across this sign.. 'jelan lempeng' He said . malays cannot spell properly ..thats why its spelt like that. I am very convinced he escaped from some mental institute or drive until his brain fried.. Counting money also got style.. 'onety..twoty..threety..fourty!!' After we got off me and marcus looked at each other and burst into laughter.. haha. Super entertaining.. :P

When we reached ucc... i saw everyone wearing long pants!! so me and marcus quickly took the taxi back and listened to more jokes and songs by the cool dude. After that i borrowed marcus oversized jeans(quite cool actually).. i think it was his brother's. They kept slipping down my butt and i had to keep pulling them up.. lol. The concert was quite boring during the first half.. Qian Zhou (cool name eh?) was pro but boring la. Everyone was sleeping or just not concentrating la.. Then everyone clapped at the wrong times :p.. i think the conductor was damn angry. But the second half was much better. EVeryone actually stayed awake. Yep. thats about all i can recall. im sleepy now. cya.
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Some people are complete dickheads. I cant take anymore of this. I hate you. Go away. You don't think before you act. Never have.. Think man... think!! retarded freak. I dont like you and you dont like me. If i dont disturb you... you dont disturb me!! i promise.. the next time you touch or agitate me again.. i'll punch you. I dont care of the consequences anymore. I cant just let you win all the time just because you are some small a**-hole.. you bastard. Perhaps this is a just a small matter..but you verbally attack me for no reason in the past.. and everytime i never really retaliated..
This afternoon i was just minding my own business while waiting to leave for acjc.. Some people just happened to open ur bio journal.. they left it open. i saw it and looked at it. What happen next? i got hit in the ear like so many times until it turned red when i didnt do anything wrong!! when i asked you 'why the f***' you hit me you just mumble and shout what 'uhh... personal .. blah blah.." whatever man. whatever. I didnt retaliate just because Mr bongard was there and i cant jolly well hit you back right.. So uncivilised.
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

100years

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

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sigh. Stupid lang art teacher. Whats wrong with my 'things that make us acsians' essay? Its NOT negative!! Just because i talk about the truth and the different side of a typical school day.. you dont have to make me REDO the whole thing right?! bah. "Unappreciative.. rather negative.. blah blah.." Now i got no inspiration. And im just typing here hopefully something will strike me while im at it.
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Sunday, March 21, 2004

ahh damn it. The stupid 'hot adult download' window keeps popping up!! i think i have closed it at least 10 times already. I bet leon clicked on the 'yes' button when the popup came out :P. This is not a porn site!! I dont know why the fuking thing keeps appearing..

bah. didnt go to church today =( Couldnt wake up cos my nose was totally blocked and my eyes were soo.. teary. So i just lay in bed until 10 something. Feeling better now.. just finished physics. It looks much harder than it really is.. so many nnumbers and words. HOlidays coming to an end!! no00o00o0oo..i want another day.. and another day.. and another day after that... :(
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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Another day of the holidays gone. Just like that. I dont remember doing anything except erm... playing computer.. doing chinese.. watching 2 hours of tv... Samurai jack.. Spongebob.. the practice. And my hamstrings..quads..and butt is aching!! I can barely stand up and walk without falling down. =(

Oh now leon is telling me he is gonna cut me up and pull out my vas deferens.. tie it to the cycling machine's chain and start pedalling. Gross.. LEON.. YOu are mad!! You are spending too much time with see teck hock. Whatever...
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Monday, March 15, 2004

Man.. im tired. Stupid stupid chinese holiday homework.. gave us 78 bloody pages of assessment book to do. Which is 40 chapters.. -_- Im now on chapter 30something.. 3 and a half hours in a row. I cant do anymore pages. I feel like tearing up this orange book right now and burning it. Thats why im blogging now. Maybe im just procrastinating :P. Hey, its not my fault right.. try sitting down for 3 1/2 hours and writting nonsense.. bah. Hmmmm.. nothing to say. *wasting time thinking* haiz.. guess i better return to the book eh.
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Saturday, March 13, 2004

*yawn* Just woke up... Yay~ can sleep until 12 everyday cos the holidays are here! Hmmm...Last nights centrestage was quite fun. The first two plays were very funny with plenty of slapstick jokes..mud jokes.. singh jokes.. 118 jokes.. acsi jokes.. Got quite a few familiar faces on stage. Peter Chan.. CRAPP!! I spilled orange juice all over my table!! ooo... can see all the pulp. kae.. i think i better clean up this mess. brb.

OK. back. Where was i? oh Peter Chan. haha.. we were sitting right infront so we kept laughing and staring at Peter at the same time :P Then he was desperately trying to contain his laughter while actiing... hehe I dunno how many times he look at us sia. Other than that his play was out-of-point and totally boring... just like all the other plays after the second one. Even the ACDC (anglo chinese drama club) performance was terrible. i was like.. bah! It wasnt funny... had no meaning. The only thing that rescued the play were the good actors. After the prize presentation, etc etc.. the two marcus' , jj , Kevin Ng, and me went for a midnight snack at mcDonalds.. Havnt eaten at a mcdonalds joint for sooo... long. Yummy.
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Currently listening to : scar of life - bullet with your name.
Damn nice song. Like Linkin Park, koRn.. and alot of cool bands joined together.

Nothing much to say today... except the track and field meet today was postponed. That SUCKS!! I hate pushing things to another day... Wait a minute.. ahh~ its 10:20!! American idol..!! cya..
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Sunday, March 07, 2004

Thank you God for bringing the Acsi Xcountry team together and leading us to victory on race day. Thank you for giving me true friends that have gone through thick and thin with me.
OK. Here i am. Blogging again after a few months :P
Looks like Lucas, Kenneth and Leon beat me to the thank you messages... its ok. (Kenneth yours is beautiful,btw)
So im gonna try to keep mine short and sweet.
But what the heck... Lets just get on with it.

What an amazing roller coaster ride it truly has been for me. We are just ordinary people... who unite to do extraordinary things with the Lord as our leader. I remember when we started all this during the holidays. The trainings were not so tough then. We still had the strength to go out and enjoy ourselves after training. We did not have a real goal. All we knew was that the finals was in a few months time and then just train, play, rest , train. Soon, we met Mr Lawrence Ang. The trainings got much more intense. The bond between us became stronger. We supported one another and pushed each other in one way or another to reach new heights. Weeks passed. The competition was drawing nearer and nearer each day. Still we supported each other and prevented anybody from giving up and breaking down. The trainings had gotten extremely tough both on your body and mind. It came to a point that we were getting exhausted and sometimes even not concentrating in school. Each one of us knew that giving up now would probably be the stupidest thing to do after all the pain and sacrifices made. Deep down inside we didnt want to let down the person suffering next to us. We didnt want to let the team down. So we persisted until the final day. And fought the battle with passion. And came out victorous. Not just any 'tyco' victory, but a resounding one. Here are the people who made it possible:

Leon Wai (captain) In my 3 years so far in Acsi, you are the best captain i have ever seen and probably ever will see. The others were not decisive and did not have the true authority that you possessed. You bonded with the team and gave us a reason to endure all the trainings we endured. You are not biased and united the team together with your presence during trainings. I saw the burning passion you had for running and that spurred me on. Devoted to the team, you ran the race on 3/3/04 and finished in a time you never did during trainings. A true leader.

Elliot Eu (vice captain) Elliot Eu. I remember you provided me with a source of inspiration whenever i was feeling down in the early stages. But you improved too fast...(thats a good thing) So fast that you didnt let me catch up with you. After the OEP your progress just skyrocketed and despite having minor problems here and there you continued working harder. On race day you proved that nothing is impossible. You proved so many people wrong. You beat jeffery. A living legend.

Peter Chan ( ex-ball-scratcher? no offense :P) The rebel in our team who continued playing basketball and soccer even when Mr Bongard told you not to. You skipped several trainings and under-performed during races. Someone who was playful and no matter how much crap you talked about sometimes, we just couldnt hate you. You are too cheerful to hate. Honestly, i knew that somehow you would perform on race day. I still can recall the few hours before the race we were discussing race strategy. I saw the hunger and 'never say die' spirit in your eyes as you spoke of how you couldnt lose this time... how you had only one chance to prove yourself. True enough, you did it. You unleashed your potential (definitely not your full potential) and achieved a decent timing and postion. It was you who pushed me throughout the race. A real joy to run with, Peter Chan.

Xide (gep, hair eater, green braces) Determination. That is the word i know of that describes you best. Even at one stage where some team members turned against you because you did not perform, you used that as fuel to train harder to prove us wrong. Improving dramatically every week, i saw the passion in you when we did the 400m trainings. You just kept going faster and faster. You ran your race on Wednesday and got 23rd. Pretty good for a t-head :P

Kenneth (prefect, pro runner) What can i say? You have the stature and mentality of a great runner. Believe in your abilities. You dont need any enhancements to help you perform because you are already an excellent runner. The difference between dreams and accomplishments is purely desire. 100% correct. You meant what you said and gave it your best. Im very glad I was a source of inspiration to you and that my running style helped you during trainings. You may not have realised this but you also gave me strength during trainings to continue running. Thank you for your trememdous sacrifices for the team. =P A buddy during and after training.

To all the top 6 members of 'b' div ACSi Xcountry 2004, I salute y'all your tremendous effort. It has been an honour to be in your presence and to be able to run with heros. There is not one day i go by that im not thankful for the special bond we share. You guys have become a part of my life and i will never forget the times we had together... good or bad. I sincerely hope that as we disband and go our seperate ways, you will always remember your teammates who stuck by you when no one else did. Currahee. we stand alone together.

To all those i am too tired to mention: Thank you for all your effort and devotion shown to the team. Especially Paul,Mr Ang, Mr Bongard and Mr Samuel Sim. You guys rock.
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