Friday, April 30, 2004
roses are red
violets are blue
and i screwed up my exams
because of you.
what the heck is that?!
kenneth! what were you thinking when you wrote that on Mr. Bongard's birthday card?! hahaha.. its like so out of point. So leon cut out a piece of paper and stuck on top of it. 2nd attempt. Elliot started scrimbling 'happy birthday' on the new layer. Bad. So messy!! So poor leon had to take that piece of paper out and flip it. 3rd attempt. Finally,,, kenneth managed to create a decent piece of writing there. I just hope Mr Bongard doesnt tear the paper out and see whats underneath... :P
Turns out that he left for the airport already for the weekend... Too bad.. we couldnt present our wonderful present to him... 'sex instructor.. first lesson free.' :p Well.... its the thought that counts right?
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Thursday, April 29, 2004
What is happening to this fu*ked up world man? Suicidal idiots creating chaos in Thailand. Fu*king terrorists getting bolder and bolder after each attack. Bastards. Killing innocent people. They have nothing to lose. They exist in this world for the sole purpose of taking lives away. Don't they value the life that they have been granted with? Is the prophecy in that book true? Is the world heading for a nuclear war in 2006? Of course not. The way i see it... its gonna start sooner.
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004
HOOBASTANK
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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Monday, April 26, 2004
Just added Crosby's blog to the linkss. Bah. Todays math test pretty much sucked. 'only question 4 tough'.. yea right. Silly math teacher. I hope i dont fail. Why is math is hard?! Why must they torment us with logs.. and surds.. and .. ahhh *runs of to one corner and smokes*
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Friday, April 23, 2004
Layout change!! Finally. After working so long to put the silly image of the nuke and 'fate of mankind' image... ITS DONE~!! YEP. i came up with the pictures and everything :D cool right? its a bit dark and dull.. but who cares?! whoohoo!!
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Everything was so blur but yet so clear. I had a knife. I was standing in a big mansion. In a room. With dinosaurs downstairs. And a car in the garage. It was raining. The man shot me with his gun and missed. Screams. He shoots again. Screams. I run over and slash him with the pen knife. I think it was a red pen knife. I stabbed him. And i woke up.
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
PHANTOM PLANET
"California"
We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from
California!
Here we come!
On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from
California!
Here we come!
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Friday, April 16, 2004
What is it like to fight? As in, seriously fight. And have blood splattered everywhere and have scars everywhere? To fight for what something you really love... something that is worth getting hurt for? The closest incident to a fight i experienced was in primary school. I dont think you can consider that a fight anyway.. just a few kicks. Nothing much. Does adrenaline fill your head so you cant feel the pain? What is it like to fight? To beat up someone and not feel any remorse. Just because you know you have done the right thing. What is pain? I cant say i have experienced it before. Other than the pain felt during tough trainings. I hardly think that is real pain. What is it like to get stabbed by a knife? I believe the time will come when i will have answers to all these weird questions... i just hope i will be prepared for it.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Suddenly felt like listening to rammstein.. and i sstumbled upon the lyrics.. so here you go.
Spiel Mit Mir
Wir teilen Zimmer und das Bett
Bruderlein komm sei so nett
Bruderlein komm fass mich an
rutsch ganz dicht an mich heran
Vor dem Bett ein schwarzes Loch
und hinein fallt jedes Schaf
bin schon zu alt und zahl sie doch
denn ich find keinen Schlaf
Unterm Nabel im Geast
wartet schon ein weisser Traum
Bruderlein komm halt dich fest
und schuttel mir das Laub vom Baum
Spiel ein Spiel - mit mir
gib mir deine Hand und
spiel mit mir - ein Spiel
spiel mit mir - ein Spiel
spiel mit mir - weil wir alleine sind
spiel mit mir - ein Spiel
Vater Mutter Kind
Dem Bruderlein schmerzt die Hand
er dreht sich wieder an die Wand
der Bruder hilft mir dann und wann
damit ich schlafen kann
Spiel ein Spiel - mit mir
gib mir deine Hand
spiel mit mir - ein Spiel
spiel mit mir - ein Spiel
spiel mit mir - weil wir alleine sind
spiel mit mir - ein Spiel
Vater Mutter Kind
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Sunday, April 11, 2004
i learnt a valuable lesson today. The more you try to avoid something.. the more it will come and haunt you. This morning i was still contemplating whether i should go and run the 800metre race. But my stomach wasnt doing too well and i had diahorrea last night and this morning. Well... that wasnt the only reason i was so reluctant. Yesterday we spent the whole afternoon waiting and stoning for the 1500m race cos of the silly rain... my whole saturday. gone. NOt wanting to the same thing to repeat itself.. i decided to skip the race. Bad choice. Instead of feeling relieved or anything... i felt terrible inside after telling Bongard i couldnt go down. I dont know why i felt that way..
When things couldnt get any worse... my mom decided that we go all the way to punggol to visit my relatives for lunch. Deja vu... I spent my whole afternoon doing nothing.. absolutely nothing. My only consolation was that i hit a high score for puzzle bubble.. 86000!! wow. Amazing what the bored human mind can achieve eh? When i came back i had a stomach ache again and did some homework. MAn... i will never miss out another race ever again. At least for the time being..
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Friday, April 09, 2004
Watched Hellboy last night with the mud, elliot and seb after training. The movie was entertaining.. plot lacked depth though.. Leon said the monsters looked like they came out of an ultraman show or something. So tame and not scary at all. But it didnt matter.. as i said the movie was entertaining.. so i enjoyed it quite abit. You dont have to think while you are watching. Just laugh and watch everything blow up. Before the movie we had 1h 30mins to burn... so we went to borders... Leon was looking for some bible book thingy.. some hebrew code. I dunno. It said the world would face nuclear terrorism in 2007-2008. Cool.. ithink i want that book. Then me and seb went to the music section with all the cds!! britney.. yuck. (sorri seb :P) I was llookin for system of a down and dream theater.. dont have :( siigh.. but it was fun. it was fun.
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Wow. Rugby lost. And i dont give a damn. But at the same time i feel kinda sad for them. I knew this was coming. About ttime those arrogant ruggers were humbled by an underdog. Tennis, cricket lost.. unexpectedly earlier in the year. See drong. You see. You've been supporting the wrong sports you prick. Sent the whole school down. And they still lost. Dont get me wrong. I love the school. The friends i have in acsi. I hope this will seriously wake you up from your deep deep slumber drong. Come on.. you didnt even give us a coach for crying out loud!! You made the whole school pray for rugby.. but you failed to even mention cross country on our big day. It was as if we didnt exist. These other sports get so many perks and aid. All the money pumped into the wrong area.. sigh.
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
argh. Dont drink coffee at night. duh. And i had to learn it the hard way. Couldnt sleep last night.. or should i say morning . Laid in bed for 1 1/2 hours after midnight. Just couldnt sleep.
Impossible is nothing. yea right. Why are people so easily swayed by three words and a cool ad? Cant you see its just a gimmick to make you think that by wearing pathetic low-quality adidas shorts gear you can do the impossible? Nonsense. Anyone can say 'impossible is nothing' Its just a phrase to create an illusion that you are empowered and strong. I dont like these kinda brands. Made in China. gah. They look nice but lack quality. They break so easily. Its just the advertisements i tell ya.
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Monday, April 05, 2004
Pretty relaxing day. Training was tough as usual. Before that xide, chang ming and me were throwing paper balls at one another in the cafe. :p childish.. maybe. hehe.. but it was fun!! My legs are still sore from todays seemingly 'easy' training. Siighh.. postman pat said 2/3s of the class failed the physics test. so i went to popular just now my me dad to buy the silly ten year series. Lazy to go after school alone :P Then i went to coffee bean to relac on corner and driink coffee!! i took 'the ultimate' ice blended.. Maybe thats why im so hyperactive now. So late already. BLogging about such minor things. But i feel good now. yummy. What a relaxing day.. not much homework. Before the caffine stops working.. lemme leave you with a cool song..
"Away From Me"
puddle of mudd
Yea Lies
Look at me now
Just sittin here by myself
And I think you found someone else
Now I'm gonna have to find
A way to put the bottle down
And why can’t you see
That I’m drowning in a pool of misery
I’m always afraid
That you’re gone
Away from me
I’m always afraid
That you’re lost in somebody
I’m always afraid
That you’re gone
Away from me
I’m always afraid
That you’re lost
So here I am
I don't wanna be by myself
And I think you’re fucking someone else
now im gonna have to find a way
To take the knife out of my back
And how could you leave me
Stranded in a closet full of bones
I’m always afraid
That you’re gone
Away from me
I’m always afraid
That you’re lost in somebody
I’m always afraid
That you’re gone
Away from me
I’m always afraid
That you’re lost
Maybe you could let me stay
Maybe just for one more day
You could help me stay the same
Maybe things won’t ever change
Maybe we could taste the rain
You could push me out the way
Now I sit here by myself
Think about somebody else
How could you let them take you away from me
There’s somebody else
There’s somebody else!
I’m always afraid
That you’re gone
Away from me
I’m always afraid
That you’re lost in somebody
I’m always afraid
That you’re gone
Away from me
I’m always afraid
That you’re...
I’m always afraid [x7]
Away From Me
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