Saturday, August 28, 2004
wooo.. freaky. the air con suddenly turned on by itself. I was wondering why there was a gust of cold air blowing at me .. and why the papers on the table started to move even though the fan was off. As if there was a spirit in the room. and NO MARCUS i'm not possessed. and neither is there a ghost in my room. All your fault.. talk about children of bodom then the air con suddenly on. Brrr.. .
Today was super relaxed. Woke up at 12 pm. Damn shiok.. havent slept so long in a while. Went for training. Got 2 new guys. Quite pro sia. They kept up during the run.. even faster than some of the usual guys.. siigh. embarrassing. haha. .. was busy spraying Xide with my waterbottle and grossing him out by talking about the ebola virus ..muhaha..
13 going on 30 is a nice show man. It sounds gay but .. yea. quite meaningful. ahh.. im getting sleepy.. my eyes are closing...
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Friday, August 27, 2004
Too late
by me.
Dont go there.
He wouldnt listen,
And took another step forward as if on a dare.
Like a baby venturing outside his cradle.
He crept slowly.
Its more than you can handle.
A desperate plea.
A warning.
He stared with rapt attention at the alluring colours
Oblivious to the lurking creatures
Concealed in the obscure corner of the room.
The voices instigated him to come closer.
Broken glass shards reflect his anger.
Anger with the person in the mirror.
Unwavering, he plunged into the abyss.
Hoping to find solace and peace.
But it was too late.
He fell for the bait.
Nothing can save him now.
Nothing.
.
.
.
.
Lalala. BOred. So decided to write a poem. Can put inside my la (a) for extended activity. haha. Take that Dharma. Why get so worked up about a few paper planes? bah. Stupid class. Everyone no balls man. Everyone were like cheering and laughing and manufacturing paper planes. So many threw planes out. In the end.. only xian ling marcus and me owned up. For throwing one miserly paper plane. Sad sad sad. Disappointed with some people man.. hope i dont get my honours day award lowered or anything..
oh yes. I'm not twisted neither am i retarded.yup. only people who are obsessed over ian thorpe are twisted :D
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
School is getting worse and worse everyday. Every passing minute means the exams are drawing closer.. and closer. You know the something's wrong when teachers start telling you the chapters to study for the final year.. or when the amount of homework suddenly dissipates. Yep. Play time's over.
Attempted to run to Marcus' house today. Dont know why. Just felt like exploring some new routes. Basket man.. about 3k from my house to his house. When i got to the bloody faber cres area.. i got lost. Again. I circled the entire estate searching for that elusive house. No success. I ran around for 10 minutes to no avail.. i swear i ran past his house.. just that i didnt notice it. Those maids watering the plants or whatever were looking at me as if i was some madman.. argh. So... i switched to plan B and ran to the other marcus' house. The one which can actually be located.
Drop. Drop. Drop. It started to drizzle.. great. So i decided to run back home. whoopie. Almost died on the way back. The entire stretch was filled with huge carbon monoxide emitting trucks and buses. Bloody traffic jam...
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
ARGH!
LEts boycott koreans man.
What kind of crappy game of table tennis was that?! That stupid korean with slits for eyes :P was doing the equliavent of camping in cs la. Whole day slice the ball and frustrate jia wei. I mean.. how the heck are you supposed to attack against this kind of play??! That match was not exciting at all bah .. the only breathtaking moments were when jia wei smashed the ball into the koreans face. Yea. that must have felt good.
I dont see the honour in winning with this kind of tactics.
Never mind jia wei. You tried your best. The koreans are just a sneaky bunch...
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
AAHHHH DAMMIIITTT!!
DOWN WITH THE COMMUNISTS MAAAAN~!
1 - 0.
1 - 1.
2 - 1.
3 - 1.
3 - 2.
3 - 3.
Finally. the dreaded ..
3 - 4.
Sheet man.. im super sad now. That bloody north korean .. stupid mad dog. Keep yelping and screaming whenever she scores.
That table tennis match just now was freaking scary la. exhilarating. I was jumping and throwing pillows around. When the score hit 11 - 0... it was just pure joy to see the look on that koreans face. Frustrated.
WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!
So close.. so close. I was squeezing my pillow and hiding behind it. hoping that all this would be over soon and singapore would emerge victorious. But it just was'nt meant to be. The last set had me on the edge of my seat.. That match was a complete contrast to the set where Jia Wei won 11 - 0. Everytime someone scored, the other would match it and level the score. When it hit 11 - 9... i just wanted to cry. I think Jia wei must be devastated now. She knew victory was within her grasp. siigh.
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Ok. . table tennis match gonna start in 20 minutes time. I'm so patriotic. I even cancelled my math tuition to support Li Jia Wei.. haha ;) Go Singaporeeee~!
hmmm.. lets see. Had training in the morning at macritchie today. nice to run together once again. Stupid xide.. i was like. 'hey! thats a secret path! Lets go in!' during the run. Then i ran in. The path was not a path.. just a small opening into the forest. AND NO ONE FOLLOWED ME! basket. Turns out the secret path was blocked with fences and barbed wire.. didnt get to explore. siigh.
After training it was still damn early so we decided to play lan on the way home! It was a rather spontenous decision... kenneth was like ' lets go play lan.. one more stop quickly decide.'
'might be closed..'
Too late. We already stepped out of the bus.
In the haste i left my shoe bag behind! ARGH! second time already.
AHHH!! its 4pm now! gotta go .. continue later.
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Friday, August 20, 2004
To a certain SOMEONE out there:
CHILL!
RELAKK!!
NO TENSION ok..
Parents are sometimes too complicated for us to understand.
AHH.. you just chased me away. ok fine. I shant bother you anymore. I'm goonee!
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
So Susilo lost to some stupid thai. Not the result everyone was hoping for. Hope that nobody starts critcising him for one loss and forget all the victories he gave Singapore. How many people can say they went into the Olympics and beat the world no.1? Poor dude.. must have been under immense pressure to perform... its not easy..
Anyway well done Susilo.. try harder next time
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Monday, August 16, 2004
Oh yea. My legs are still intact. Got so many death threats today... lol. Marcus want to break my legs.. Marcus lim tried to break my back (but i kicked his ass just now :P) Ahhh.. lost count. Basically everyone wanted to snap my legs into half.
Haha.. feeling euphoric now :P
Other than the fact i made it through the day without any fractures or broken legs..
It was a tough race.. kenneth really pushed damn hard. But i managed to come in first! whoopie!
The cross meet was quite poorly organised. bah. No drinks ..not even water. No prizes for the top 20 runners..ony top 10. How budget can the school get. This is like the only event where everyone participates and they cant even provide drinks or medals for the top 20? At least make everyone happy la.. Stupid people.
Went to eat the famous cheng tng at adam road with the muds just now. I'm bloated now. Argh.
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Friday, August 13, 2004
Either i'm spending too much time on the internet in one day researching.. or i've gone mad. This is one the few posts which involve work. Normally i avoid entries about school and work cos i think its monotonous and booooooring.. who would read entries talking about schoolwork?
Yep. i've gone insane. hmmm.. 3pm to 11pm.. about 7hours? Was asking elliot for comments on my EOS just now. Then i stumbled upon this website while searching for pictures related to the ebola virus.
http://www.treeweaversound.com/system.htm
Very insightful. Biased.. maybe. I dont know. Alot of thoughts went through my mind when browsed through website. If you have time... like me. Go check this website out. I guarantee you will look at the world from a different prespective.. well.. at least for a few minutes. Until you return to your daily routine of life.
Maybe i've gone mad.
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testing 
end||9:46 PM
Needed to take my mind of that fugging EOS shit. I have officially locked myself in my room for 5 hours now. Eyes fixed on the monitor. Scanning through websites about Ebola. The complex mechanisms of the virus all floating around my brain now. Ebola is just revolting. I feel like puking now. Im eating my dinner infront of the computer while reading the symptoms of this hemorrhagic fever.
'Spontaneous rips appear in the skin, and hemmoraghic blood pours from the rips. The red spots on the skin grow and spread and merge to become huge, spontaneous bruises, and the skin goes soft and pulpy, and can tear off if it is touched with any kind of pressure...'
'Your mouth bleeds, and you bleed around your teeth, and you may have hemorrhages from the salivary glands -- literally every opening in the body bleeds, no matter how small. The surface if the toungue turns brilliant red and the sloughs off, and is swallowed or spat out. It is said to be extraordinarily painful to lose the surface of one's tongue. The tongue's skin may be torn off during rushes of the black vomit...'
'The back of the throat and the lining of the wind pipe may also slough off, and the dead tissue slides down the windpipe into the lungs or is coughed up with sputum. Your heart bleeds into itself; the heart muscle softens and has hemorrhages into its chambers, and blood squeezes out of the heart muscle as the heart beats, and it floods the chest cavity...'
Yep. i hope i just managed to spoil your day.
Have a nice life.
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
ahhh.. haven't blogged for so long. Busy with school and stuff. It's supposed to be the holidays and im here catching up with all the bigass assignments i missed during the nationals. basket. And on top of it all.. LEON SEB AND EVA ARE KEEPING ME IN THE DARK of whats happening.. THeres like so much activity goin on and i dont know whats happening.. WHATS GOING ON!? Seb went offline. leon told me to fug off (as usual.. siigh.. pooor kittymoomoo.. must be under alot of emotional stress. dont get cranky ok?)
argh. school stinks. especially those horrid things called assignments and homework.
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
It's not easy.
by kevin ng
Ignorant fools make me sick.
Absurd expectations placed on poor runners just tick
Me off, especially by people who cant run a fraction of our warm-up.
People who bother solely about the result and not the process
What did you get? 13th? So lousy, I thought you were the best.
People who think running is a piece of cake.
People who think they can do a superior job.
Not in a million years pal. Youre a flop
People who seize every opportunity to laugh at your defeat
And scorn at your victory.
1st ah? Lucky shit.
I pity these people. For they have never tasted the sweet victory.
Nor the bitter failure.
They have never experienced adrenaline pumping
And all they care about is insulting.
To bring you down and break your spirit.
Dont fret all victimized runners out there. Remain upbeat,
Cos they will never know what it means to be a Runner.
suddenly thought about this on the bus. Who cares whether you like it. it's just what i feel.
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